Saving The Best not for Last

This is so unusual because most of my blogging posts were written outside our home and I am here in my room, writing for this article on my blog. Mostly in the office, everytime I had time or bored at work, I will take a break to write a blogpost. It is not really make me unproductive everytime I wrote a blogpost at work. It’s just my leisure interest to cease my boredom at work. But now, I think all the boredom is in me, because I am now jobless and stayed at home. I didn’t plan to get employed yet this time, I’ll just make this moment a time to have a break and focus on my blogging life, since my blogging habit caused me an expensive mistakes.

I think what happened to me last week was a lesson that I learned, I need to be tactful and reserve sometimes, though it is not really recommended to be tame always with people. In life, you need to fight for what you think is right for you. As what I've said before that I do things I want to do and if it works, GREAT! And if it’s not, fuck it and just go on with your life. Because, I am afraid that if I will not do the things I wanted to do now, I might regret it tomorrow and for the rest of my life for not doing it when I had the chance.

I also learned that people were different. They said that there are only two kinds of people in this world, the one who will fuck you in-front the other is the one who will fuck you at your back and I already met those two kinds of people. Too much loyalty with other people will caused you something, worst is, it will cause your life. But for me, I paid the price of unemployment. I never thought that people who were so good to you will later won't contemplate you when your time comes. I find out, that in this life it is either you use people or they will use you and I have been used.

Anyway, life is a rollercoaster. Sometimes you’re down, sometimes you’re up but this time I am not on my lowest downs neither on my highest ups, I am in the middle and I am working for it to be on top.

World Peace!